Ministry
Weary Yet Pursuing
November 12, 2011
One can find the title related to the Scripture Judges 8:4, when Gideon was in a time of battle with his 300 selected followers.
I know this journal is way overdue, but here's the scoop. Good progress has continued on my new house construction, and it started about 3 months ago. For me, some of the extra difficult physical work is not as much, and I think my body is catching up a bit. (I have 10 videos now)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z6Cjv1GhTSM&feature=feedu
Most of my days have gone like this -- workday ending sometime between 4:30pm and 6p,m. ... then I go back to the home I'm presently in, sit in the recliner and soon doze off for 2-3 hrs ... then I wake up, feed my dog, take him for a walk, shower, then go to bed ... then Sammo (my dog) wakes me up at least 2 more times before I can stay sleeping till morning around 6-7am (Much of the evenings I'm too tired to eat)
Some have remarked humorously my weariness is because I'm "getting old", or because I haven't done such physical work for a long time. However, there is another factor people don't think about -- I have not had a proper vacation in about 30yrs. In the 90's I was fully consumed with revival ministry, and then for about 12 and 1/2 yrs after that taking care of Trish. Then came the stress of her death. But there was no time to rest, as the construction of the house soon ensued. I hope to move into the new home sometime early January. I am concerned that maybe I won't be permitted to rest too much yet again, since a new season for my life and ministry will also open up. God knows. I'm sure things will ease up when the new home is finished.
I wanted to do this journal last night (as numerous times before), but yet again I fell asleep in the recliner. So many things have been 'put aside' for now -- communicating with friends via e-m or Skype, etc., practicing my music, having more time with the Lord, eating and sleeping sufficiently, etc,etc. It remains miraculous how I continue to survive financially. God is good, and so are His people.
On another note, as I've been able, I try to capture some news on what's going on in the world. Since I quit TV about 1/2yr ago, I get my info via my iPad or desktop computer. I am very impressed indeed with the MANY changes that are taking place -- leaders of so many countries have been, or are being removed / replaced, and the European financial crisis looks very serious to me. Crime is obviously on the rise in our country, and immorality gaining more approval with the laws of our land.
So many preachers continue to pump out the "prosperity message", which at times can be appropriate if presented properly, but it seems to me that the message of "Surviving" carries much more relevance for our day. In numerous historic battles, "holding the fort", or just maintaining territory was regarded as victory.
I sense for the coming year that God's people must continue to "tighten their belts", and manage their finances with steadfast diligence. Again, it seems to me that the message of "wise management" should be just as important as "giving" messages. Satan will gladly infiltrate 'overdone' messages on tithing and giving to 'wear down the saints'.
Closing opinion thought: Many pastors and church leaders just don't seem to realize that many saints indeed do NOT come to church physically refreshed and properly rested on Sunday mornings. These are days and times of increasing pressures, and we must remain sensitive to this. Services without the anointing lead to an extra weary start for Monday morning workers.
I know this journal is way overdue, but here's the scoop. Good progress has continued on my new house construction, and it started about 3 months ago. For me, some of the extra difficult physical work is not as much, and I think my body is catching up a bit. (I have 10 videos now)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z6Cjv1GhTSM&feature=feeduMost of my days have gone like this -- workday ending sometime between 4:30pm and 6p,m. ... then I go back to the home I'm presently in, sit in the recliner and soon doze off for 2-3 hrs ... then I wake up, feed my dog, take him for a walk, shower, then go to bed ... then Sammo (my dog) wakes me up at least 2 more times before I can stay sleeping till morning around 6-7am (Much of the evenings I'm too tired to eat)
Some have remarked humorously my weariness is because I'm "getting old", or because I haven't done such physical work for a long time. However, there is another factor people don't think about -- I have not had a proper vacation in about 30yrs. In the 90's I was fully consumed with revival ministry, and then for about 12 and 1/2 yrs after that taking care of Trish. Then came the stress of her death. But there was no time to rest, as the construction of the house soon ensued. I hope to move into the new home sometime early January. I am concerned that maybe I won't be permitted to rest too much yet again, since a new season for my life and ministry will also open up. God knows. I'm sure things will ease up when the new home is finished.
I wanted to do this journal last night (as numerous times before), but yet again I fell asleep in the recliner. So many things have been 'put aside' for now -- communicating with friends via e-m or Skype, etc., practicing my music, having more time with the Lord, eating and sleeping sufficiently, etc,etc. It remains miraculous how I continue to survive financially. God is good, and so are His people.
On another note, as I've been able, I try to capture some news on what's going on in the world. Since I quit TV about 1/2yr ago, I get my info via my iPad or desktop computer. I am very impressed indeed with the MANY changes that are taking place -- leaders of so many countries have been, or are being removed / replaced, and the European financial crisis looks very serious to me. Crime is obviously on the rise in our country, and immorality gaining more approval with the laws of our land.
So many preachers continue to pump out the "prosperity message", which at times can be appropriate if presented properly, but it seems to me that the message of "Surviving" carries much more relevance for our day. In numerous historic battles, "holding the fort", or just maintaining territory was regarded as victory.
I sense for the coming year that God's people must continue to "tighten their belts", and manage their finances with steadfast diligence. Again, it seems to me that the message of "wise management" should be just as important as "giving" messages. Satan will gladly infiltrate 'overdone' messages on tithing and giving to 'wear down the saints'.
Closing opinion thought: Many pastors and church leaders just don't seem to realize that many saints indeed do NOT come to church physically refreshed and properly rested on Sunday mornings. These are days and times of increasing pressures, and we must remain sensitive to this. Services without the anointing lead to an extra weary start for Monday morning workers.
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My New Home
September 19, 2011
Perhaps one will find this blog a bit more on the practical side as opposed to 'spiritual information', but certain matters have encouraged me this month.
As some of you know, while Trish was still alive last December, we began searching to purchase a home (after our condo which we left behind on the other coast of Florida finally sold). We just couldn't find the right house. Our very good friend, Peter Quinn, kindly and generously offered to help us build our own new home, which we accepted.
Here is the YouTube link you can all watch to get a visual idea of what's going on in this part of my life. The project of building the house continues, but I am sorely missing Trish to share this with me, among many other things. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gua1qQnHm1w
As things progress with construction, etc, I will be making more videos and post them on YouTube.
I'll close this blog with this ~~ I admit that I have been missing Trish very much indeed. My faith has graciously been quite strong from the Lord since her passing, but I didn't realize how much I'd be missing her.
Even in so-called minor things in life, such as receiving my iPad 2 delivery ... Trish is no longer here to be happy for me. I also ordered some music items this month such as new guitar stands, a boom mic stand, etc, and she wasn't around to be excited for me as the items arrived. And in particular, with this house being built, I miss not being able to share this with her. I was always blessed by how happy she would express herself as I personally got blessed by God.
As some of you know, while Trish was still alive last December, we began searching to purchase a home (after our condo which we left behind on the other coast of Florida finally sold). We just couldn't find the right house. Our very good friend, Peter Quinn, kindly and generously offered to help us build our own new home, which we accepted.
Here is the YouTube link you can all watch to get a visual idea of what's going on in this part of my life. The project of building the house continues, but I am sorely missing Trish to share this with me, among many other things. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gua1qQnHm1w
As things progress with construction, etc, I will be making more videos and post them on YouTube.
I'll close this blog with this ~~ I admit that I have been missing Trish very much indeed. My faith has graciously been quite strong from the Lord since her passing, but I didn't realize how much I'd be missing her.
Even in so-called minor things in life, such as receiving my iPad 2 delivery ... Trish is no longer here to be happy for me. I also ordered some music items this month such as new guitar stands, a boom mic stand, etc, and she wasn't around to be excited for me as the items arrived. And in particular, with this house being built, I miss not being able to share this with her. I was always blessed by how happy she would express herself as I personally got blessed by God.
My Favorite Way to Read the Bible
August 17, 2011
Today I finally donated what I could of Trish's clothes, and it was a tender time for my heart while gathering them for this purpose. There are similar sentiments as I've been giving friends certain items of her jewelry, etc.
Seeking the Lord for ministry direction remains a focus, and it seems like most of the season of 'laying yet a another spiritual foundation' is coming to a close. Apart from practical matters such as getting my new home built, etc, ... an important answer I need from the Lord is to find the Lord's choice of who will care for my dog and house while I'm away ministering. So, an itinerary has not yet developed, although I sense a preparedness to go.
I felt in this particular blog to share my favorite way of reading the Bible. Exegetical study is always enjoyable, but for simple reading I like to sit down comfortably and speak out selected portions of Scripture. I like to exercise my imagination as an actor would, preparing for the scenes. Thus, I use feelings and inflections as I'm reading out loud enough to hear myself.
Romans 10:17 says ... "So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God". Although this Greek word for 'hearing' = 'rhema' [and not 'logos'] ... as I'm listening to myself read, I do so with expectation that the Holy Spirit will quicken nuggets of revelation to my spirit and mind.
Particularly using this method reading out the Gospels, I can hardly read one or several chapters without crying at some point. It is amazing how the Trinity becomes revealed throughout portions of Scripture. There are times when I can't go beyond one chapter or even a few verses as the Presence of the Holy Spirit stirs my heart. Often I find myself praying about what I'm reading, asking God to mold my life accordingly.
I know it's not a pretty sight to describe, but it's common for me to have a pile of used kleenex tissues on a table next to me at the end of such reading sessions. I highly value the revelation of Scripture.
Seeking the Lord for ministry direction remains a focus, and it seems like most of the season of 'laying yet a another spiritual foundation' is coming to a close. Apart from practical matters such as getting my new home built, etc, ... an important answer I need from the Lord is to find the Lord's choice of who will care for my dog and house while I'm away ministering. So, an itinerary has not yet developed, although I sense a preparedness to go.
I felt in this particular blog to share my favorite way of reading the Bible. Exegetical study is always enjoyable, but for simple reading I like to sit down comfortably and speak out selected portions of Scripture. I like to exercise my imagination as an actor would, preparing for the scenes. Thus, I use feelings and inflections as I'm reading out loud enough to hear myself.
Romans 10:17 says ... "So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God". Although this Greek word for 'hearing' = 'rhema' [and not 'logos'] ... as I'm listening to myself read, I do so with expectation that the Holy Spirit will quicken nuggets of revelation to my spirit and mind.
Particularly using this method reading out the Gospels, I can hardly read one or several chapters without crying at some point. It is amazing how the Trinity becomes revealed throughout portions of Scripture. There are times when I can't go beyond one chapter or even a few verses as the Presence of the Holy Spirit stirs my heart. Often I find myself praying about what I'm reading, asking God to mold my life accordingly.
I know it's not a pretty sight to describe, but it's common for me to have a pile of used kleenex tissues on a table next to me at the end of such reading sessions. I highly value the revelation of Scripture.
Establishing a Solid Foundation
June 15, 2011
A super-blessed Happy Birthday to Dennis Staysniak, my very good friend (and webmaster for my ministry site). God's richest blessings, and supernatural guidance for his purposes for God's glory!
I recently returned from a weekend of ministry in Clearwater, Florida at Flowing River Church (pastors Stephen & Kathleen Peck).
For the past couple months, I have been spending time alone with the Holy Spirit, and the Presence of the Lord has been increasingly kind and precious. A spiritual foundation is being established for this final phase of my life and ministry before I am fully launched once again into public itinerant ministry.
I am not in a hurry to abort what the Holy Spirit is doing in my life by quickly 'getting busy' with ministry ... however, because of my loving, close affinity with the church in Clearwater, I had a special yearning to be with them. Since returning home, I have simply continued staying home as much as possible and 'abiding in His Presence'. Concerning this 'abiding', by God's grace I expect to remain in this mode the rest of my life. May it never be quenched, even for a second--it is just so wonderful. Though my wife has gone away to Heaven, I am never alone. The reality of God's company is more than precious.
While at Flowing River Church, the thrust of my message was permitting the Holy Spirit to lay the foundation in each of our lives for endurance for our next phase of ministry--- which is simply "Abiding In His Presence", and remaining focused on the reality of "Christ In You".
For the Sunday a.m. & p.m. meetings I was told I spoke about 2 hours each time before ministering in the Spirit. Each time, I was shocked when they told me what time it was. I suppose I've been so deep into spending complete days alone with God, that my sense of 2 hours in His Presence in a public meeting now feels like hardly any time at all. The subject matter, though very simple, was yet quite profound in my opinion.
As my public ministry increasingly develops, I expect God to make provisions for videos + teaching materials to be made accessible on my website.
I cannot repeat or post much material of what I shared in those meetings, but here are a few things:
-- saying or singing "Come Holy Spirit" too often is not wise, since the
Holy Spirit dwells within us already
-- Moses said, "If Thy Presence goeth not with me, don't send me".
Not so with us in the New Covenant, for He lives IN us.
-- One who 'abides in Christ' all day doesn't like to hear what is often
said in meetings ... "Let's now enter His Presence".
-- It is not wise to say so much, "Lord, I want more of you" ... since the
Holy Spirit is a complete Person who lives in the saints.
-- One cannot use or misuse the Person Holy Spirit, but His power
has often been misused.
-- Praying in tongues throughout the day is a powerful key. Doing this,
one will notice an increased flow of Scripture revelation.
I recently returned from a weekend of ministry in Clearwater, Florida at Flowing River Church (pastors Stephen & Kathleen Peck).
For the past couple months, I have been spending time alone with the Holy Spirit, and the Presence of the Lord has been increasingly kind and precious. A spiritual foundation is being established for this final phase of my life and ministry before I am fully launched once again into public itinerant ministry.
I am not in a hurry to abort what the Holy Spirit is doing in my life by quickly 'getting busy' with ministry ... however, because of my loving, close affinity with the church in Clearwater, I had a special yearning to be with them. Since returning home, I have simply continued staying home as much as possible and 'abiding in His Presence'. Concerning this 'abiding', by God's grace I expect to remain in this mode the rest of my life. May it never be quenched, even for a second--it is just so wonderful. Though my wife has gone away to Heaven, I am never alone. The reality of God's company is more than precious.
While at Flowing River Church, the thrust of my message was permitting the Holy Spirit to lay the foundation in each of our lives for endurance for our next phase of ministry--- which is simply "Abiding In His Presence", and remaining focused on the reality of "Christ In You".
For the Sunday a.m. & p.m. meetings I was told I spoke about 2 hours each time before ministering in the Spirit. Each time, I was shocked when they told me what time it was. I suppose I've been so deep into spending complete days alone with God, that my sense of 2 hours in His Presence in a public meeting now feels like hardly any time at all. The subject matter, though very simple, was yet quite profound in my opinion.
As my public ministry increasingly develops, I expect God to make provisions for videos + teaching materials to be made accessible on my website.
I cannot repeat or post much material of what I shared in those meetings, but here are a few things:
-- saying or singing "Come Holy Spirit" too often is not wise, since the
Holy Spirit dwells within us already
-- Moses said, "If Thy Presence goeth not with me, don't send me".
Not so with us in the New Covenant, for He lives IN us.
-- One who 'abides in Christ' all day doesn't like to hear what is often
said in meetings ... "Let's now enter His Presence".
-- It is not wise to say so much, "Lord, I want more of you" ... since the
Holy Spirit is a complete Person who lives in the saints.
-- One cannot use or misuse the Person Holy Spirit, but His power
has often been misused.
-- Praying in tongues throughout the day is a powerful key. Doing this,
one will notice an increased flow of Scripture revelation.
Deception
April 01, 2011
| The main portion of Scripture I have been meditating on this month has been Matthew Ch.24. |
"What Days We Now Live In..."
February 14, 2011
"Wow!...what days we now live in!" Statements similar to this one have been said repeatedly throughout history. What makes it rather different now, is that we are much, much closer to the Return of Christ.
After 9-11, when the U.S. responded and sent military to remove Sadaam Hussein in Iraq, the week before all this, I had a very vivid and brief dream from the Lord concerning this --- in which an angel was teaching out of the Bible, and I was seated in the group being taught. The angel looked at me and remarked that "the number 18 was the number of great victory".
I told no one about this dream (only my wife after I started seeing amazing results from the info given to me in this dream) ... but rather examined one of the calendars in our home and started making notes in it as the Iraq war unfolded. I no longer have this calendar with the notes, but I can tell you that major things took place in Iraq as I examined the number 18. For example, major things happened on the 18th of particular months, and ... it was interesting to me that 18 days after the Iraq war started the American soldiers raised our flag in victory in the capital of Iraq.
As I continued to examine the 18th of each month, and spaces of 18 days between significant events, I was amazed at the accuracy of my dream. I was astounded to calculate that both of Sadaam's sons were killed on day (18x7) since the war began!
I cannot prove Biblically that "18 is the number of great victory" (at least, not yet) ... but my attention was grabbed, as on TV, while watching the protests live in Egypt, the major breakthrough took place after 18 days of protesting !! (Mubarak was finally forced to step down).
I'm not trying to make my past dream concerning the Iraq war apply to this present situation, but for interest, I am curious as to what will take place in Egypt on the 1st of March, since on Feb 11th the major breakthrough began manifesting in favor of the protestors.
On another matter, 1 and 1/2 yrs. before Obama was elected as President, I had a very vivid and brief dream of him in front of me and shaking my hand. Strangely enough, as I instantly woke up out of this dream, the question was impressed upon me ... "Is THIS the next president of the United States?"
In the fall of 1972, a very powerful dream was instrumental in leading me to salvation the day I asked Jesus into my life and was converted.
I am looking forward to the Lord granting me more amazingly accurate prophetic dreams concerning the unfolding of events leading to the Return of Jesus.
After 9-11, when the U.S. responded and sent military to remove Sadaam Hussein in Iraq, the week before all this, I had a very vivid and brief dream from the Lord concerning this --- in which an angel was teaching out of the Bible, and I was seated in the group being taught. The angel looked at me and remarked that "the number 18 was the number of great victory".
I told no one about this dream (only my wife after I started seeing amazing results from the info given to me in this dream) ... but rather examined one of the calendars in our home and started making notes in it as the Iraq war unfolded. I no longer have this calendar with the notes, but I can tell you that major things took place in Iraq as I examined the number 18. For example, major things happened on the 18th of particular months, and ... it was interesting to me that 18 days after the Iraq war started the American soldiers raised our flag in victory in the capital of Iraq.
As I continued to examine the 18th of each month, and spaces of 18 days between significant events, I was amazed at the accuracy of my dream. I was astounded to calculate that both of Sadaam's sons were killed on day (18x7) since the war began!
I cannot prove Biblically that "18 is the number of great victory" (at least, not yet) ... but my attention was grabbed, as on TV, while watching the protests live in Egypt, the major breakthrough took place after 18 days of protesting !! (Mubarak was finally forced to step down).
I'm not trying to make my past dream concerning the Iraq war apply to this present situation, but for interest, I am curious as to what will take place in Egypt on the 1st of March, since on Feb 11th the major breakthrough began manifesting in favor of the protestors.
On another matter, 1 and 1/2 yrs. before Obama was elected as President, I had a very vivid and brief dream of him in front of me and shaking my hand. Strangely enough, as I instantly woke up out of this dream, the question was impressed upon me ... "Is THIS the next president of the United States?"
In the fall of 1972, a very powerful dream was instrumental in leading me to salvation the day I asked Jesus into my life and was converted.
I am looking forward to the Lord granting me more amazingly accurate prophetic dreams concerning the unfolding of events leading to the Return of Jesus.
The Spirit of Greed
January 14, 2011
Some of you may be aware that since Trish and I moved to Bonita Springs almost 3 years ago, we have been trying to sell our condo in Palm City, which is adjacent to Stuart (Florida). The condo was finally sold on Dec.17th, and we had already started investigating on purchasing a new home over in this area of S.W. Florida.
I'll get straight to it, and be honest with you all---searching for a home has been quite stressful and un-enjoyable. We are using 2 separate real estate agents, and the competition remains fierce among buyers. I suppose many people think that because the housing market is so depressed, one could easily find a wonderful deal buying a home for a great price, if only they had a lump-sum of cash. In this area of Florida, such is not the case. Rich investors seem to be swooping down like vultures purchasing homes before people like us can make a reasonable offer. They, as well as the banks, have no emotional ties to properties, and have no intention of living in them.
On the one hand, investors can usually offer more for a house than we are willing to pay, and on the other hand, banks have no problem waiting a long time for increasingly higher bids on foreclosures or short sales (a 'short-sale' is hardly ever a short sale!). What's also making it difficult for us personally, is that Medicaid permits us only 3 months to use the proceeds of the sale of the condo to buy another home (that means, we have until March 17th before they will start taking those funds from us). We must have at least a signed contract before March 17th, and this is what is adding to our pressure and stress.
Isn't it interesting that greed was the basic reason for this economic recession, and yet, the same greed continues? I have heard the statement numerous times by economists that our country is headed in the direction of a society which will have only rich or poor people. I saw a bumper sticker on a car today which said ... "Work harder -- those on welfare are depending on you".
Some prophesy that America is under judgement, and some prophesy a blessed economic turnaround this year. Personally, I see a continuation of the same problems without any 'significant turnaround', and that God is continuing to urge His people to "get out of debt". On the news recently, I heard a very interesting statement concerning Haitians, that they do more with little than the rest of the world. Surely our nation can learn at least something from this. I am personally living on an income less than 75% I used to have just over a decade ago, yet I am out of debt, for which I give God the glory.
I believe that the U.S.A. has sown the Gospel into the world unlike any other nation, and has historically given most generously in countless ways. Therefore, considering the principle of sowing and reaping, we are rather more likely due for significant revivals in our land than only judgement.
Anyone with a reasonable understanding of the Scriptures would agree that the 'stage is being set' for the appearance of the Antichrist in the world. No matter how we fast, pray and prophesy, Jesus already said that such things must come to pass prior to His Return. According to the Bible, the 'wheat and tares' will co-exist in the last Days. Though there will be great darkness due to sin and lawlessness, great light and powerful anointing will be upon God's people. Grace will remain in abundant supply for our persecutions.
I'll get straight to it, and be honest with you all---searching for a home has been quite stressful and un-enjoyable. We are using 2 separate real estate agents, and the competition remains fierce among buyers. I suppose many people think that because the housing market is so depressed, one could easily find a wonderful deal buying a home for a great price, if only they had a lump-sum of cash. In this area of Florida, such is not the case. Rich investors seem to be swooping down like vultures purchasing homes before people like us can make a reasonable offer. They, as well as the banks, have no emotional ties to properties, and have no intention of living in them.
On the one hand, investors can usually offer more for a house than we are willing to pay, and on the other hand, banks have no problem waiting a long time for increasingly higher bids on foreclosures or short sales (a 'short-sale' is hardly ever a short sale!). What's also making it difficult for us personally, is that Medicaid permits us only 3 months to use the proceeds of the sale of the condo to buy another home (that means, we have until March 17th before they will start taking those funds from us). We must have at least a signed contract before March 17th, and this is what is adding to our pressure and stress.
Isn't it interesting that greed was the basic reason for this economic recession, and yet, the same greed continues? I have heard the statement numerous times by economists that our country is headed in the direction of a society which will have only rich or poor people. I saw a bumper sticker on a car today which said ... "Work harder -- those on welfare are depending on you".
Some prophesy that America is under judgement, and some prophesy a blessed economic turnaround this year. Personally, I see a continuation of the same problems without any 'significant turnaround', and that God is continuing to urge His people to "get out of debt". On the news recently, I heard a very interesting statement concerning Haitians, that they do more with little than the rest of the world. Surely our nation can learn at least something from this. I am personally living on an income less than 75% I used to have just over a decade ago, yet I am out of debt, for which I give God the glory.
I believe that the U.S.A. has sown the Gospel into the world unlike any other nation, and has historically given most generously in countless ways. Therefore, considering the principle of sowing and reaping, we are rather more likely due for significant revivals in our land than only judgement.
Anyone with a reasonable understanding of the Scriptures would agree that the 'stage is being set' for the appearance of the Antichrist in the world. No matter how we fast, pray and prophesy, Jesus already said that such things must come to pass prior to His Return. According to the Bible, the 'wheat and tares' will co-exist in the last Days. Though there will be great darkness due to sin and lawlessness, great light and powerful anointing will be upon God's people. Grace will remain in abundant supply for our persecutions.
The Spirit of Truth
October 13, 2010
I have a friend who is a young man in his late 20's, and he pastors a church. His hunger for God is such a blessing.
A few nights ago he contacted me to share some disturbing news, and also asked to see if I had any insight on how to handle the particular situation I'm about to describe. (at this time, I am not revealing names and places for reasons I think are wise).
So, my friend has been hosting a famous, worldwide ministry this week, and he informed me that during a meeting a few nights ago, he saw this evangelist put her (gender revealed) hand in a certain place in her Bible, and when removed it, her hand had oil and golden-looking particles on it. My pastor friend could not deny what he saw ... he was up front and very close to where she was. He was sadly shocked at what he saw, and also noticed the evangelist was aware of his reaction. The side-camera man who was video-recording was also quickly commanded to shut off his camera by this evangelist. This sounds definitely strange to me, as it seems to be the usual custom of ministers to want cameras on when God is manifesting something glorious.
I now restrain myself from saying too much, but there are other things not right with this evangelist ministry, such as having her husband count the money offerings alone, which is a huge 'no-no' in any ministry.
I am also disturbed in my spirit concerning 'stigmata' manifestations in the palms of her hands, which seems popular in her itinerant ministry around the world. Those who know me and my ministry, are very aware
that God has blessed my ministry with supernatural manifestations during my meetings for many years, so I am obviously not against the supernatural power of the Holy Spirit.
Now ... the 'stigmata' manifestation, and why this doesn't right with my spirit -- First, it seems to me that most of the time it is a female with a Catholic background that has the 'stigmata' (this evangelist is clearly not the first or only person to have the manifestation). In the Gospel of John, (chapters 14, 15 & 16) the Holy Spirit is called the "Spirit of Truth".
In 1 John 4:6 He is again called the "Spirit of Truth", but in a way that is opposed to the false 'spirit of error'.
The Holy Spirit will not lie about anything, even history. The majority of Bible Scholars and Theologians agree that when Jesus was crucified, the nails were placed through his wrists . One of my questions is ... why would the Holy Spirit cause a 'stigmata' manifestation in the palms of one's hands instead? The manifestation thus is not connected with historical truth about Jesus.
Another factor, which I think should be obvious, is that such manifestations bring more attention to the minister, rather than to God Himself, and this also disturbs me. I believe God's true Presence literally helps us, not just fascinates us. The main manifestations of Jesus' ministry was healing and casting out demons, and that can hardly be improved upon.
I always welcome whatever supernatural things God wants to do in the midst of His people gathered, but we need not have distracted focus, missing what God is really after in us.
I would like to encourage the saints again not to be afraid to question things about ministries. You may actually be surprised how many so-called 'humble' ministers respond beligerently when questioned. Those of us who are ministers of the Gospel, should having nothing to hide and nothing to gain from people ... so, to be questioned, criticised or attacked is not that big a deal when you have the deep peace of the Holy Spirit that you are 'right with God'.
A few nights ago he contacted me to share some disturbing news, and also asked to see if I had any insight on how to handle the particular situation I'm about to describe. (at this time, I am not revealing names and places for reasons I think are wise).
So, my friend has been hosting a famous, worldwide ministry this week, and he informed me that during a meeting a few nights ago, he saw this evangelist put her (gender revealed) hand in a certain place in her Bible, and when removed it, her hand had oil and golden-looking particles on it. My pastor friend could not deny what he saw ... he was up front and very close to where she was. He was sadly shocked at what he saw, and also noticed the evangelist was aware of his reaction. The side-camera man who was video-recording was also quickly commanded to shut off his camera by this evangelist. This sounds definitely strange to me, as it seems to be the usual custom of ministers to want cameras on when God is manifesting something glorious.
I now restrain myself from saying too much, but there are other things not right with this evangelist ministry, such as having her husband count the money offerings alone, which is a huge 'no-no' in any ministry.
I am also disturbed in my spirit concerning 'stigmata' manifestations in the palms of her hands, which seems popular in her itinerant ministry around the world. Those who know me and my ministry, are very aware
that God has blessed my ministry with supernatural manifestations during my meetings for many years, so I am obviously not against the supernatural power of the Holy Spirit.
Now ... the 'stigmata' manifestation, and why this doesn't right with my spirit -- First, it seems to me that most of the time it is a female with a Catholic background that has the 'stigmata' (this evangelist is clearly not the first or only person to have the manifestation). In the Gospel of John, (chapters 14, 15 & 16) the Holy Spirit is called the "Spirit of Truth".
In 1 John 4:6 He is again called the "Spirit of Truth", but in a way that is opposed to the false 'spirit of error'.
The Holy Spirit will not lie about anything, even history. The majority of Bible Scholars and Theologians agree that when Jesus was crucified, the nails were placed through his wrists . One of my questions is ... why would the Holy Spirit cause a 'stigmata' manifestation in the palms of one's hands instead? The manifestation thus is not connected with historical truth about Jesus.
Another factor, which I think should be obvious, is that such manifestations bring more attention to the minister, rather than to God Himself, and this also disturbs me. I believe God's true Presence literally helps us, not just fascinates us. The main manifestations of Jesus' ministry was healing and casting out demons, and that can hardly be improved upon.
I always welcome whatever supernatural things God wants to do in the midst of His people gathered, but we need not have distracted focus, missing what God is really after in us.
I would like to encourage the saints again not to be afraid to question things about ministries. You may actually be surprised how many so-called 'humble' ministers respond beligerently when questioned. Those of us who are ministers of the Gospel, should having nothing to hide and nothing to gain from people ... so, to be questioned, criticised or attacked is not that big a deal when you have the deep peace of the Holy Spirit that you are 'right with God'.
Judging Others
September 27, 2010
As many of you have heard, or seen on the internet or TV, there have recently been some 'attacks' on sizeable churches and ministries here in North America (I'm not sure of similar news elsewhere). Of course, only time will reveal if such allegations or accusations are truly satanic attacks or God Himself permitting public exposure. One sad thing is, that even if certain 'attacks' turn out to be false, the cost of defending oneself can be high ... not just lawyers, but the pain of questions inserted into the minds of faithful followers of the ministry. I have noticed over the decades that when such things are manifested to the point of public news seemingly all at once, there is usually a 'flurry' of more ministries about to be attacked or exposed. True or false, the timing of such events are more than interesting, mainly because God has obviously permitted them to take place for particular reasons. I have also noticed a pattern of 3 main types of responses:
(1) From unbelievers: A sense of re-enforcing their disdain particularly for Christians and their practices. Christian testimony is soiled, causing the unbeliever to have some sense of false relief, along with the popular thought ... "Now I'm even more glad I haven't joined the Christian religion -- I never wanted to become like them anyway!" This is sad.
(2) From the selfish Christian: A sense of some type of satisfaction in seeing the 'bigger guy fall', thus causing them to feel better about themselves. (In my opinion, insecurity usually promotes such a response).
(3) The humble Christian: Primarily a sense of 'the fear of the Lord', considering such Scriptures as 1 Cor 13:7, taking the attitude that love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. That is, we should think the best of persons unless there is reasonable caution for hesitation.
I myself, am also often confronted in my own mind by the exhortation of Gal.6:1 ... "Consider yourself; lest you also be tempted".
** SECRET SIN has no doubt remained a priority of the Holy Spirit's cleansing work in the heart of the saints. Of all things, I have noticed that God is relentless in dealing with secret sins even to the point of hidden details such as: fostering particular 'passing thoughts' (imaginations or fantasies). Most individuals would admit that we have a willful part as 'scenes are played out in our minds' (eg -2Cor.10:4 convicts us of this truth).
I would like to close with this final scripture and thought of encouragement: 1 Cor. 11:31 For if we would judge ourselves, we should not be judged.
(1) From unbelievers: A sense of re-enforcing their disdain particularly for Christians and their practices. Christian testimony is soiled, causing the unbeliever to have some sense of false relief, along with the popular thought ... "Now I'm even more glad I haven't joined the Christian religion -- I never wanted to become like them anyway!" This is sad.
(2) From the selfish Christian: A sense of some type of satisfaction in seeing the 'bigger guy fall', thus causing them to feel better about themselves. (In my opinion, insecurity usually promotes such a response).
(3) The humble Christian: Primarily a sense of 'the fear of the Lord', considering such Scriptures as 1 Cor 13:7, taking the attitude that love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. That is, we should think the best of persons unless there is reasonable caution for hesitation.
I myself, am also often confronted in my own mind by the exhortation of Gal.6:1 ... "Consider yourself; lest you also be tempted".
** SECRET SIN has no doubt remained a priority of the Holy Spirit's cleansing work in the heart of the saints. Of all things, I have noticed that God is relentless in dealing with secret sins even to the point of hidden details such as: fostering particular 'passing thoughts' (imaginations or fantasies). Most individuals would admit that we have a willful part as 'scenes are played out in our minds' (eg -2Cor.10:4 convicts us of this truth).
I would like to close with this final scripture and thought of encouragement: 1 Cor. 11:31 For if we would judge ourselves, we should not be judged.
Intensity of The Times
September 15, 2010
I apologize to all for my tardiness in submitting new blogs. I hope to get back on track and keep them flowing weekly. As I continue to seek the Lord, and consider the complications of this world and its present times ... it just seems like end-time intensity continues to escalate. At the same time, it is also somewhat of an enigma how numerous saints seem to be in 'holding patterns', as it relates to effectiveness and satisfactory release of ministries. Many of us continue to hunger for the accurate and true words that come from the Father. However, it concerns me when ministries that don't carry God's present communications, keep on acting and ministering as if they do have them. It's quite easy to tell when this is going on, in that there is an 'empty' or unfulfilled sense listening to them as they talk. Another thing happens, that when churches don't have the anointing, they try to compensate by presenting strange or fascinating teachings to keep people's attention. If church is boring, there's a reason. But those of us that remain truly hungry for the Lord on a daily basis, will never compromise ... that is ... we will not try to manufacture or produce something that God isn't doing or saying. For me, it's simple ... if it's time to wait ... then we wait. One thing is certain, (even if it is 'behind the scenes') ... that God is diligently getting us ready for active fruitfulness as this world gets darker and darker in evil and sin. Let's all continue to encourage each other in these times of watching, waiting, taking care of our normal daily priorities, paying bills, staying faithful, caring for our families, etc, etc. God sees what we do not see ... and that's one reason why He's always more excited than we are.
The Book is Done
June 19, 2010
I have finally finished writing my book "The False Doctrine of Covering". Of all persons, I had my wife read it first, and she encouraged me that it was very powerful indeed. I suppose this book has taken me about 3 years to do. I considered writing it much earlier, but numerous things hindered me. Now ... it's done. It has been a very difficult book to write. It has demanded my utmost concentration to present the issues at hand without giving the impression that I'm anti-authority in any way. I have a most sincere hope that this book will richly bless many of God's sheep, and produce joy and liberation in Christian churches around the world. I have every intention of having this also translated into Spanish, since I know for a fact that many Hispanic churches are yet deeply involved into applying this false doctrine. With God's continued help and grace, I'll have this book for sale soon --- hard copies, e-book, mp3 perhaps
Next Steps
April 01, 2010
It's April 1st, 2010. It's been over a week since I returned from my meetings in Canada. It's still something to imagine that it has been 11 years since I've been there. So much is going through my heart and mind now, because numerous good things have been stirred in the spirit realm for me concerning possibilities of continued and future ministry. For those of you who read this and know me personally, or feel led by the Spirit to intercede for me, I would appreciate prayers. I am seeking God for the next step for ministry in such matters:
-- where to go minister next
-- is it time to develop ministry teams
-- how should the ministry be developed, and to what extent
-- I have always desired to help other ministries grow
-- Canada, and more specifically, British Columbia, has a special
in my heart for revival, etc.
-- Though Trish and I have no physical children, over the years
God seems to have developed in my heart a desire to be a
'father in the Spirit' (or mentor) to those He entrusts to me... with
appointments of Divine friendships and connections. (I'm not
sure I understand all this ... but just feel it)
-- I sense it's time for new things, but not sure how to go about it
(I also sense that many in the Body of Christ feel similar needs of
new instructions / guidance from the Holy Spirit)
** Mulitiplied blessings to you all
-- where to go minister next
-- is it time to develop ministry teams
-- how should the ministry be developed, and to what extent
-- I have always desired to help other ministries grow
-- Canada, and more specifically, British Columbia, has a special
in my heart for revival, etc.
-- Though Trish and I have no physical children, over the years
God seems to have developed in my heart a desire to be a
'father in the Spirit' (or mentor) to those He entrusts to me... with
appointments of Divine friendships and connections. (I'm not
sure I understand all this ... but just feel it)
-- I sense it's time for new things, but not sure how to go about it
(I also sense that many in the Body of Christ feel similar needs of
new instructions / guidance from the Holy Spirit)
** Mulitiplied blessings to you all
Vancouver In Retrospect
March 26, 2010
It's Friday evening, March 26th, and I returned from B.C. Canada a few days ago on, on Tuesday the 23rd.
It wasn't easy leaving after the 2 weeks of meetings at County Line Church in Aldergrove. It seemed like an extended revival of protracted meetings could have been further cultivated, yet ... I needed to return home to my wife.
We are taking this week to 'unwind', but must seek the Lord in new ways soon concerning our ministry development. (Perhaps I should devote a separate blog on this subject, since it involves thoughts and desires for ministry teams to travel with me, musicians, helping others develop their ministries etc,etc).
Concerning the rest of the meetings since my last blog, I remain very encouraged indeed. For example, the dental miracles, especially with amazing golden teeth, continued to take place in ensuing meetings. We know of only one case thus far, which for the sake of integrity, where the individual double checked with their personal dentist only to find that he claimed to have put in the gold tooth 7 years ago (but that's ok, since we strive for integrity in all matters of life and ministry). We actually lost count of dental miracles as the meetings continued. I remain amazed, since in all my years of ministry, having witnessed literally hundreds of dental miracles, I have never seen such manifestations.
Though we will attempt to post some photos and/or video clips, there's nothing like actually being there to also feel the presence of God and experience the sense of awe. I do not yet have a team developed where someone (or persons) has the specific task to help get miracles documented in a proper manner, but numerous healings of different kinds seemed to be taking place each night. In some cases persons testified of feeling a tangible moving of the Holy Spirit over their body healing them as they were simply sitting during the meetings. I was also encouraged to hear how some people were powerfully ministered to by the Holy Spirit as I simply walked past them.
The joy of the Lord was also quite consistent night after night. Some were so 'drunk' in the Spirit that they had to be assisted out to their vehicles closing the church at 1a.m., or later. All in all, it seems like there were numerous comments/testimonies referring to a general deep sense of God's love and strong presence night after night.
I would like to add that the Lord also personally encouraged me in the realm of words of knowledge and prophecies. For example, someone asked me to pray for a friend struggling with cancer, to which I described how I saw a lady on the 2nd floor of a hospital and described where the room was down the hallway, but certain numbers to her room weren't able to be confirmed. in another prayer request, I described a table in someone's home, revealing a recent conversation, and where the spouses were sitting. In quite a few other cases the Lord gave me pertinent names of persons for more effective faith in prayers.
In my opinion, another significant thing that took place during the 2 weeks was the increasing level of depth of worship and music and Presence of God. I was personally brought to tears many times during such worship unto the Lord.
Finally, pastor Paul Taylor, his wife Marilyn, and the ministry helpers of County line Church did an excellent job with beautiful, anointed attitudes of the love of the Lord, serving the whole 2 weeks. David Spring was of particular special assistance to me personally in too many ways to tell, which facilitated the anointing for me consistently. There are also too many others 'behind the scenes' to mention and thank, but God sees all.
It wasn't easy leaving after the 2 weeks of meetings at County Line Church in Aldergrove. It seemed like an extended revival of protracted meetings could have been further cultivated, yet ... I needed to return home to my wife.
We are taking this week to 'unwind', but must seek the Lord in new ways soon concerning our ministry development. (Perhaps I should devote a separate blog on this subject, since it involves thoughts and desires for ministry teams to travel with me, musicians, helping others develop their ministries etc,etc).
Concerning the rest of the meetings since my last blog, I remain very encouraged indeed. For example, the dental miracles, especially with amazing golden teeth, continued to take place in ensuing meetings. We know of only one case thus far, which for the sake of integrity, where the individual double checked with their personal dentist only to find that he claimed to have put in the gold tooth 7 years ago (but that's ok, since we strive for integrity in all matters of life and ministry). We actually lost count of dental miracles as the meetings continued. I remain amazed, since in all my years of ministry, having witnessed literally hundreds of dental miracles, I have never seen such manifestations.
Though we will attempt to post some photos and/or video clips, there's nothing like actually being there to also feel the presence of God and experience the sense of awe. I do not yet have a team developed where someone (or persons) has the specific task to help get miracles documented in a proper manner, but numerous healings of different kinds seemed to be taking place each night. In some cases persons testified of feeling a tangible moving of the Holy Spirit over their body healing them as they were simply sitting during the meetings. I was also encouraged to hear how some people were powerfully ministered to by the Holy Spirit as I simply walked past them.
The joy of the Lord was also quite consistent night after night. Some were so 'drunk' in the Spirit that they had to be assisted out to their vehicles closing the church at 1a.m., or later. All in all, it seems like there were numerous comments/testimonies referring to a general deep sense of God's love and strong presence night after night.
I would like to add that the Lord also personally encouraged me in the realm of words of knowledge and prophecies. For example, someone asked me to pray for a friend struggling with cancer, to which I described how I saw a lady on the 2nd floor of a hospital and described where the room was down the hallway, but certain numbers to her room weren't able to be confirmed. in another prayer request, I described a table in someone's home, revealing a recent conversation, and where the spouses were sitting. In quite a few other cases the Lord gave me pertinent names of persons for more effective faith in prayers.
In my opinion, another significant thing that took place during the 2 weeks was the increasing level of depth of worship and music and Presence of God. I was personally brought to tears many times during such worship unto the Lord.
Finally, pastor Paul Taylor, his wife Marilyn, and the ministry helpers of County line Church did an excellent job with beautiful, anointed attitudes of the love of the Lord, serving the whole 2 weeks. David Spring was of particular special assistance to me personally in too many ways to tell, which facilitated the anointing for me consistently. There are also too many others 'behind the scenes' to mention and thank, but God sees all.
Vancouver - #3
March 20, 2010
It's Saturday afternoon, March 20th, and tonight the 9th revival meeting will take place.
Apart from numerous encouraging happenings, two nights ago I was particularly amazed --- for well over a decade I had witnessed hundreds of dental miracles in my ministry, but nothing quite like this. Creative miracles in the size of complete golden teeth literally amazed me! There were at least 4 such miracles with 4 persons, and last night we learned of 2 more people who had similar testimonies. We used flashlights for examining such dental miracles, but what was amazing is how some of the teeth were shining without a flashlight. We were told that people sitting in the congregation could see the shining as if God's glory was literally upon the tooth emitting its own light.
Once again...I must say that I myself have never seen anything like it. After that meeting I was thanking God until mid hours of the night. I still have a sense of awe and fear of the Lord as I'm entering this blog. (we are hoping to soon post some pictures or videos of some of these miracles on the website---included may be some photos which captured unusual appearances/phenomenon in the atmosphere on certain nights).
Last week I gave a teaching how God often tries to get the Church's attention with signs and wonders, so as to communicate a particular message. Therefore, I felt directed last night to declare that there was a supernatural anointing for practical, prosperity miracles to be released. I taught from the Gospel according to Matthew where Jesus supernatually fed multitudes of 5,000 and then 4,000 in chapters 15 and 16. (I would like to interject here, that for may years people have requested access to my teachings, and we are determined to begin posting such downloads on the website). So, after the message, prophetic declarations were made over people concerning homes, mortgages, debts, medical bills, cars, etc,etc. where faith was released for Divine, miracle intervention in such situations. Of course, although the atmosphere was charged with a unique Presence of the Lord, forthcoming testimonies may take a while.
I have a sense of anticipation, with many others, that tonight will continue with God's release of more miracles, signs and wonders (I don't think I'll get a chance to preach tonight LOL).
Apart from numerous encouraging happenings, two nights ago I was particularly amazed --- for well over a decade I had witnessed hundreds of dental miracles in my ministry, but nothing quite like this. Creative miracles in the size of complete golden teeth literally amazed me! There were at least 4 such miracles with 4 persons, and last night we learned of 2 more people who had similar testimonies. We used flashlights for examining such dental miracles, but what was amazing is how some of the teeth were shining without a flashlight. We were told that people sitting in the congregation could see the shining as if God's glory was literally upon the tooth emitting its own light.
Once again...I must say that I myself have never seen anything like it. After that meeting I was thanking God until mid hours of the night. I still have a sense of awe and fear of the Lord as I'm entering this blog. (we are hoping to soon post some pictures or videos of some of these miracles on the website---included may be some photos which captured unusual appearances/phenomenon in the atmosphere on certain nights).
Last week I gave a teaching how God often tries to get the Church's attention with signs and wonders, so as to communicate a particular message. Therefore, I felt directed last night to declare that there was a supernatural anointing for practical, prosperity miracles to be released. I taught from the Gospel according to Matthew where Jesus supernatually fed multitudes of 5,000 and then 4,000 in chapters 15 and 16. (I would like to interject here, that for may years people have requested access to my teachings, and we are determined to begin posting such downloads on the website). So, after the message, prophetic declarations were made over people concerning homes, mortgages, debts, medical bills, cars, etc,etc. where faith was released for Divine, miracle intervention in such situations. Of course, although the atmosphere was charged with a unique Presence of the Lord, forthcoming testimonies may take a while.
I have a sense of anticipation, with many others, that tonight will continue with God's release of more miracles, signs and wonders (I don't think I'll get a chance to preach tonight LOL).
Vancouver - #2
March 18, 2010
It's Thursday, March 18th. After 5 blessed meetings last week, tonight will be the 7th meeting. God has graciously blessed us with His Presence throughout each meeting. I do believe there would be numerous testimonies to be told of what has taken place in people's lives, including signs, wonders and manifestations of the Anointing. Undeniably, every night people are being visibly touched by the Holy Spirit, and in some cases in the manner of visitations which go beyond a touch.
For example, Sunday night, an Asian lady fell under the power in the front center aisle, and shook to the extent her shoes came off her feet. As she was on the floor vibrating under the power of God, I remarked to her that an angel was also about to minister to her ... and then she rolled across the floor about 15 feet or so as if pushed by the angel. The meeting continued and at 1a.m. needed to be helped to the car as the church was being closed for the night.
Apart from some encouraging physical healings, some signs of golden particles appearing on persons, some people actually seeing angels, etc... the main them has obviously been the thick, loving Presence of the Lord. Again, the communication of His great love for us has remained evident throughout every meeting.
The first meeting last week, I prophesied that it is time for a fresh new move of God's Spirit here in B.C., Canada, and there will be some places of habitation of the Lord's Presence that will involve protracted meetings. Last night I taught on some principles of "Spiritual Cultivation", and how it also can related to churches recognizing the moving of the Holy Spirit in their midst to where decisions need to made by leaders:
(1) are these simply good meetings?
(2) should we extend meetings because it seems more of a visitation of God?
(3) Is the Holy Spirit trying to communicate to us, that we should cultivate the vistation into extended revival meetings (ie/ is this developing into a Habitation of His Presence at least for a season?
I personally believe we are nearing the days where God's manifest Presence remains in certain areas or cities to the extent that the culture of His Kingdom is imparted with authority and love to all cultures within that province/area. Although this past decade has been one of trials, pressures, refining and dealings of God, economic challenges, etc., I believe NOW is the time to reap of the Anointing of His Spirit in new ways. It is time for ministries that have been hidden or in transition, to begin seeing the unfolding plans of the Lord for supernatural guidance and repositioning for more effectiveness.
For example, Sunday night, an Asian lady fell under the power in the front center aisle, and shook to the extent her shoes came off her feet. As she was on the floor vibrating under the power of God, I remarked to her that an angel was also about to minister to her ... and then she rolled across the floor about 15 feet or so as if pushed by the angel. The meeting continued and at 1a.m. needed to be helped to the car as the church was being closed for the night.
Apart from some encouraging physical healings, some signs of golden particles appearing on persons, some people actually seeing angels, etc... the main them has obviously been the thick, loving Presence of the Lord. Again, the communication of His great love for us has remained evident throughout every meeting.
The first meeting last week, I prophesied that it is time for a fresh new move of God's Spirit here in B.C., Canada, and there will be some places of habitation of the Lord's Presence that will involve protracted meetings. Last night I taught on some principles of "Spiritual Cultivation", and how it also can related to churches recognizing the moving of the Holy Spirit in their midst to where decisions need to made by leaders:
(1) are these simply good meetings?
(2) should we extend meetings because it seems more of a visitation of God?
(3) Is the Holy Spirit trying to communicate to us, that we should cultivate the vistation into extended revival meetings (ie/ is this developing into a Habitation of His Presence at least for a season?
I personally believe we are nearing the days where God's manifest Presence remains in certain areas or cities to the extent that the culture of His Kingdom is imparted with authority and love to all cultures within that province/area. Although this past decade has been one of trials, pressures, refining and dealings of God, economic challenges, etc., I believe NOW is the time to reap of the Anointing of His Spirit in new ways. It is time for ministries that have been hidden or in transition, to begin seeing the unfolding plans of the Lord for supernatural guidance and repositioning for more effectiveness.
Vancouver - #1
March 13, 2010
It has been 11 years since I have returned to Canada, or beyond Florida to minister. I have had to turn down many invitations for these years in lieu of caring for my precious wife Trish. However, last year I felt I was supposed to accepted pastor Paul Taylor's kind invitation to return to BC and minister at County Line Church in Aldergrove.
Prior to coming, for months and months I often meditated on what my first meeting would be like, and cried. My thoughts included ... "What will I preach?" ... "How will God's Spirit move in the meetings?" ... etc,etc. I have often been asked what I thought God has worked in my life over those difficult years, and before coming here, I pondered that God wasn't going to show me much until I started pouring out my ministry again here in Canada. I wasn't even too sure on what messages to prepare for the meetings.
So ... it is now Saturday afternoon, March 13th, and 3 meetings have taken place. Each night the emphasis has been on the love of God, and His sweet compassion for us. I've been quite 'undone' while speaking, as I so often cannot stop myself from crying as I sense the mighty Presence of His love. It is not easy just for me to mention His sweet name without beginning to cry (yup..here I go crying again even while I'm typing this). I will let the testimonies of others describe in more detail what has been happening in the meetings, but for me ... the Presence of the Holy Spirit has been so sweet, loving, soothing and thick. Not on purpose, but every meeting has gone past midnight, as many of us have not been in a hurry to leave this kind of powerful Presence. The Holy Spirit has been moving in so many ways during the services, that perhaps only forthcoming testimonies will reveal more of what has been taking place. There is no doubt that God is doing something very deep in our hearts beyond the laughter, tears, falling under the power, etc,etc.
I hope that many of you will sense at least some of this kind of Presence as you read this blog. Hopefully, in the future, we can provide live streaming or video clips of the meetings. I love you all.
Prior to coming, for months and months I often meditated on what my first meeting would be like, and cried. My thoughts included ... "What will I preach?" ... "How will God's Spirit move in the meetings?" ... etc,etc. I have often been asked what I thought God has worked in my life over those difficult years, and before coming here, I pondered that God wasn't going to show me much until I started pouring out my ministry again here in Canada. I wasn't even too sure on what messages to prepare for the meetings.
So ... it is now Saturday afternoon, March 13th, and 3 meetings have taken place. Each night the emphasis has been on the love of God, and His sweet compassion for us. I've been quite 'undone' while speaking, as I so often cannot stop myself from crying as I sense the mighty Presence of His love. It is not easy just for me to mention His sweet name without beginning to cry (yup..here I go crying again even while I'm typing this). I will let the testimonies of others describe in more detail what has been happening in the meetings, but for me ... the Presence of the Holy Spirit has been so sweet, loving, soothing and thick. Not on purpose, but every meeting has gone past midnight, as many of us have not been in a hurry to leave this kind of powerful Presence. The Holy Spirit has been moving in so many ways during the services, that perhaps only forthcoming testimonies will reveal more of what has been taking place. There is no doubt that God is doing something very deep in our hearts beyond the laughter, tears, falling under the power, etc,etc.
I hope that many of you will sense at least some of this kind of Presence as you read this blog. Hopefully, in the future, we can provide live streaming or video clips of the meetings. I love you all.